I watched a youtube video lsst week. The speaker talked about how he didn't have enough motivation to make a lot of money until he decided to start working to benifit someone else.
I found it inspiring to me but over time I realized that I don't have anyone to care that much about.
I've been swimming in self-pity. I doubt that I've ever had a relationship, only delusions.
I think I'll link a video of the woman I'm obsessed with, here.
Later
