My trip to Arizona is nearer.

 I'll be helping my sister move to Scottsdale Arizona. I'll be assembling a bed and installing cable TV. 

On a different topic; I had a flat tire today. I was on my way to Odebolt to have my car worked on. My 'check engine light' is now off. I don't like driving with that on, because there might actually be a problem. 

While I'm in Arizona my sister and I might go to Charlie Kirk's funeral. It looks like a historical event; I would like to go to it. It's Sunday morning and it might interfere with my catching a flight back home. I'm going to push to go to the funeral. 

I think I'll link what I'm watching on YouTube.

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I went to my cousin's, Donna's funeral and Charlie Kirk died.

 I's been a bit of a downer of a day. I'm back from Adel where I met a lot of my relatives that I didn't know I had. During that time Charlie Kirk died of an assassination. It's all a bit depressing. 

I'm invested in silver and Bitcoin  so I'm doing well financially. Once again, I've overbid on the Hibid.com site. I'll have to  borrow more from Elastic. com to pay if I get all that I bid on. We'll see. 

I'll link something here.

I've been watching Andy a lot.

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I've been Depressed lately.

I watched a youtube video lsst week. The speaker talked about how he didn't have enough motivation to make a lot of money until he decided to start working to benifit someone else. 

I found it inspiring to me but over time I realized that I don't have anyone to care that much about. 

I've been swimming in self-pity. I doubt that I've ever had a relationship, only delusions. 

I think I'll link a video of the woman I'm obsessed with, here.

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I went to Kohl's to buy some clothes.

 Everything seemed to be on sale. Maybe they are closing out or something. I got some smaller clothes since I've lost 40 or 50 lbs. I already gave away most of my too large clothes. 

I think I'll link Stephan Gardener here.

I tried to get what I'm watching but I got this instead.

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Mark Levine was good, last night

 I'll link what I just watched from last night, here.

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Bitcoin is going down

 Bitcoin is going down but not enough to bother me. In fact I see it as a chance to buy more. 

I did well with my silver this week. I bought a couple of thousand dollars worth. My new income helped. In fact I think I overpaid. I'll contact the auctioneer tomorrow Michal Saylor is talking about the Bitcoin move. I'll link it here.

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Once again I'm Betting on having enough money to buy all the silver I'm bidding on.

 I'm bidding on an online auction to stack more silver. I have $1400 in the bank but I've bidded $2400.

I'm hoping that people will raise their bids and I won't be on the hook for around $1000. If I have to I could raise some money by getting a loan from Elastic.com. I have a credit line there.

I hope I don't have to use it but it's there if I need it. 

I keep doing this but I've made money by doing that. 

I've been watching things on YouTube about changing your life by changing your self-talk. I think I'll link something about that.

I've been watching this guy a lot.

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