Disjointed Ramblings

This is just some disjointed ramblings about my present situation.

I hate my job but it is the key to getting out of debt and preparing for the collapse. Until I’m lifted out of it I have to hang on to it for dear life. I think it’s getting better.

I’ve got to remember to ask Brian if he wants to metal detect with me. We could find old homesteads and look for silver coins. I don’t know how much could be made at that but it would be fun.

I’ve got to start canceling bank and credit card accounts. Tomorrow, I’ll get rid of US bank.

By the end of the week I should get rid of Chase as well. After that First Premier is next in line. I’ll play them off against each other. I want to have a lot of credit with very little owed to anyone.

I also hope to get rid of my etchings. I would like to make money on them but it’s more important to be rid of them.

I don’t know where I’m going to find a decent job. I’m just tired of knocking myself out for a little money.

Dick might die but I think he’ll be cleaned out by the medical establishment before he does so I better not be relying on that for my sustenance.

I’ve got to clean up my apartment and make it habitable. It’s bringing my outlook down.

It’s also time to quit watching my negative YouTube videos. They are getting repetitive; the same people are saying the same things about the currency collapse.

I figure that it will happen but no one knows when and I’m too poor to adequately prepare anyway. I’m just too poor. I’ll just have to take whatever happens.

That reminds me, I need to have around $1000 in cash for the collapse. It would be good to have it in old bills so I could spend some if I get into time travel.

I think I’ll use this for today’s blog.

Later

Two Things

There are two things I feel like bringing up today in my blog.

The first is something about getting back my bitcoins which I misplaced back in 2010.

To that end I’m going to find the hypnotist that I went to last Fall.

At that time I wasn’t able to go deep enough into a trance to go back in time.

This time I’ll spend more time and effort in the process.

At least I should be able to remember just what I was doing about Bitcoin.

That should give me a sense of what to do for the next step for getting back my bitcoins.

The second thing I want to talk about is stocking up food for the financial collapse.

I found that the best bargain for store-able food is at Wal Mart. I can spend $84/month and start stocking up for the future disasters.

I’ve been spending too much on silver and guns; food is the thing that people will really need.

If I stop spending on silver and investing at E trade and spend it on food I’ll be much better prepared for whatever happens.

That reminds me, I saw something on the Internet about Ebola. Apparently it is starting to show up in Africa again.

If I’m right about it hiding in the body and then coming out like shingles, then we are in trouble again. It might show up all over and overwhelm our defenses.

Maybe I’ll have to bug out again. That was one of the main reasons I went to California a couple of years ago.

We’ll see.

Later,

It's Getting Harder to go to Work at Wal Mart.

I'm dreading going to work at Wal Mart. It's physically demanding and basically soul sucking work.
Maybe it's just that I'm sixty-nine and everything is getting harder.
I really can't complain about the job and I need to stick it out for as long as I can.
Maybe the real reason I'm tired of work is that, now, I could live on my Social Security alone if I wanted to.
Over half of what I make on Social Security would go to servicing debts; but that would still leave me with enough to live on as long as I don't dine out.
I almost hope I get fired. That would decide things for me.
On my investments, I lost $500 yesterday on ether coin. That's as much as I make by working 2 weeks at Wal Mart.
Yesterday was a bummer, I not only lost all of that money but I got into a verbal confrontation with a group of "snow flakes".
They believe the main stream media and nothing could sway them. They consider me to be a paranoid "conspiracy theorist". It's true that I believe what I see on the internet more than the television, but isn't that just being more in tuned to the truth? I think so.
Anyway it upset me but there is nothing you can do about ignorant people who don't want to be exposed to the truth.
Bitcoin (which I should have bought) is still going up. It's over $1700 a coin, now. About 6 to 9 months ago it was around $500/coin.
I should forget about margin and just buy bitcoins.
That reminds me, I need to do more about getting back to 2010 and buy bitcoins at a bargain price.
I was thinking about hypnosis again. At least I could go back in my mind and review what really happened then. Maybe I could figure out what that number I found in my notebook refers to.
That would be a step forward.
I'll get back to that with my next paycheck.
Later

Even When I'm Right I lose.

I bought some crypto currency on margin with some of the money I got from the loan.
Last night I lost it all. I was ahead by about 50% and then it went down.
Once again greed was my downfall. Instead of buying bitcoins I bought ether coin because it has been moving more than Bitcoin.
Anyway, bitcoin moved down a bit last night and then moved up strongly. Ether went down, not once but twice. I was margined out at the first down move. They left me with about $175 out of $500 I started with.
I used that to get back in with margin. I thought I just went through the "shake out" and the rise would be just around the corner.
I was wrong and I lost the whole $175 due to another down turn.
Bitcoin went up and I would have made money last night if I had bought that. It just doesn't move as much as ether.
I lost two weeks of work for nothing. Greed did me in again.
Later,

PS
About 45 minutes after I was totally cleaned out ether coin started moving up in a big way. I'll give it an hour and see where it goes to but I'll never buy ether on margin again. Maybe I'll buy bitcoin on margin but ether is just to risky. Maybe it's manipulated just like the stock market is.

I'm applying for another loan.

I've got an account at US Bank. It's only a checking account with a debit card.
I would just as soon close it so I applied for a loan through them. If I don't get the loan I'll just close the account. I don't need it.
If I do get the loan at a low interest rate I'll pay off one of my higher rate credit cards.
Then I'll give them an ultimatum; either they give me more credit at a lower rate or I cancel that account.
I'll go through all of my accounts until I get a reasonable rate of interest on all of my credit card.
I also want to expand my credit as well.
That might help me get through the currency collapse.
Ideally I'll have a lot of credit with no debt in the next year or two.
I also want to buy a trailer that I could live in.
That will give me a lot of options such as living on my own land, or traveling while looking for gold.
Right now, I'm listening to T. Harv Eker.
I like his talks because it helps me move towards getting rich.
Something I'm learning tonight is that I should have my own business that I concentrate on to make me rich.
I've never really had my own business except for snow shoveling.
Harv says that you should do what you love. I need to figure out what that is.
I spend time fixing laptops, investing, and shoveling snow.
I'm too divided with my attention.
My idea tonight is to help people invest in silver and crypto currencies. Maybe I could make a living at it.
It would probably make more sense than working at Wal Mart.
I was thinking about having a store for prepping; but I think that was my fear for the future confusing me.
I'll have to listen to Harv talk about this and see what he says.
Later

It's time to express my gratitude.

A week or two ago I asked my readers to pray for me to get the loan.
It was delayed but it went through so I need to express my gratitude to those who did pray for me.
Maybe getting a loan against my car was indicative of how much banks want to loan for (less than perfect) cars.
I think it had more to due to divine intervention. It takes divine intervention for good things to happen to me.
I not only got a loan but I started a new job as well. The job is going well and it's the key to getting my bills paid off.
If I can get my loans and credit cards paid down I'll be able to go back to prospecting. I've got several places that I want to go looking for gold at.
This summer, I'll be metal detecting for coins, locally.
I bought a metal detector, this morning.
I went looking at Gander Mountain after going to church today.
I couldn't get them to give me a major discount so I went to Harbor Freight. There, I bought a detector for $40.
It's not a good as the $150 detector at Gander Mountain but at least I'll be able to metal detect this summer.
I'm looking forward to detect an old picnic grounds near Frankville.
I also want to find the site of an old school that was used in the 1850's to teach Indian children to farm.
At those places there may be some really old coins.
later,

The Loan went through.

I've been paying off debts with the money I got from One Main.
The interest rate is rather high but it's cheaper than my payday loan.
I paid off $1,000 on that loan but I sent off $500 for a fraction of a bitcoin. I figure that you can't win by playing defense all of the time.
At least I have a job and an extra $1000/month income. That, along with the savings from paying off the car, will enable me to get ahead for a while.
I need to not only pay down the credit cards but I'll have to buy back the silver that I've been selling people. There are three people who've been nice enough to buy my silver when I get into trouble financially. They buy my silver as a favor to me; they really don't want it.
Another guy (Nate) has been known to buy my silver but I doubt that he'll sell anything back because he knows the true value of precious metals.
If I can hang on to my job I should be in good financial shape in a few months. After I work at Wal-Mart for  months I'll get a raise to $10.00/hour and get all sorts of medical and dental care as well.
I doubt that I'll be able to hang on to the job; but that's OK since I'll be able to pay down my credit cards and such on my Social Security alone.
I need to keep making some progress on time traveling back to 2010 to buy bitcoins. I've been caught up on simply paying down my bills. I need to keep focused on getting back in time to pick up bitcoins at a low price.
I only hope that the currency holds up long enough for me to pay down my debts and get together for the collapse.
That reminds me, Zimbabwe has collapsed again. They now have 100 trillion dollar notes that nobody wants.
I don't see why the United States won't go the same way. In fact, in a lot of ways the U.S. is worse than Zimbabwe. At least Zimbabwe doesn't get into endless wars all over the world.
On that note, I think I'll sign off.
Later.