Once again I'm Betting on having enough money to buy all the silver I'm bidding on.

 I'm bidding on an online auction to stack more silver. I have $1400 in the bank but I've bidded $2400.

I'm hoping that people will raise their bids and I won't be on the hook for around $1000. If I have to I could raise some money by getting a loan from Elastic.com. I have a credit line there.

I hope I don't have to use it but it's there if I need it. 

I keep doing this but I've made money by doing that. 

I've been watching things on YouTube about changing your life by changing your self-talk. I think I'll link something about that.

I've been watching this guy a lot.

Later

I'm no longer dealing with poverty.

 The pyhcologist agreed that my mental illness was service-related so now I get disabiliy payments from the VA.I've tripled my income. Now I just have to determine what to spend my money on before the collapse. 

I'm in a good place. I could just retire and go on trips, now. I think I will go to Washington very soon. 

I think I'll link my favorite VA vlogger, here.

Later

Lightening Struck

The VA finally said that my schiztophrenia is service related. I'll have a pension and maybe I can get my college degree. 

I'm relatively rich, now. There are a lot of things I want to spend my money on:

1. Finish buying 1/10 of a Bitcoin.
2. Stack $5,000 to $10,000 of silver and gold.
3.  A pallet of freeze dried food. 
4. A camper.
5. I would like to travel a bit (Washington D.C.)
6. Track down Lazslo.
7. "               "  Jennifer

I'll link something here. 

Later

I wandered around Holstein Looking for the stuff I bought on an online auction

 Once again I wandered around like a chicken with it's head cut off. I was working at the fair and I left for Holstein from there; I should have gone home and gotten the directions and my phone. It would have worked out fine. But no, I had to be an idiot and leave everything behind.

I don't know what I'll link, maybe something about online auctions.

Later

Today I have an Interview with a Phycologist.

 I'm going to Sioux City to have an interview with a doctor about my mental illness. 

I'm trying to show that my illness was caused by something that happened in the Marine Corp and is service-related. 

If I win I would get a pension and I might be able  to go back to school and get a degree. 

I'm up at midnight worrying about the interview. I had some breakfast and took a couple of Ibupopin for my knee (which I skinned in a bicycle accident). 

I'll link something from Denys. here.

Later

. 

I fell off my bike again.

 I went to the Sauk trail and had a slight accident. When someone was passing me on the right I veered too far to the left and went off the trail and fell down. 

I've got road rash on my right knee and I cut my bike ride a little short. I only did 4  miles instead of the 6 or more miles I was planning. Oh Well. 

I'll link something about Ragbrai here. 

Later, Maybe I'll be in it next year.

I don't know if I'll have a job in August.

 The confusion is tangible. I'm getting conflicting emails and phone messages about my job. As it stands now. I'll be unemployed in a couple of weeks. Oh well. 

I think I'll link Pomp. I'm watching on YouTube. 

Later