I've avoided blogging about some things because they are probably just delusions due to my schizophrenia.
Back in the 1980's I had hallucinations involving Hollywood babes and violence.
I had a repeat of that a couple of years ago in Vail Colorado. In some ways this time was worse. I got more addicted to the babe and maybe I started a baby.
About the baby, apparently she was already 8 or 9 years old when I started her. Since I have troubles with the time/space continuum maybe that happened. Whenever I teleport somewhere I always have to ask what year it is because it gets messed up at times.
Anyway I was off my medication and things got weird. Maybe it all goes back to all the LSD and marijuana I was smoking in the 70's and 80's. Like I used to say "reality is for those who can't handle their drugs".
Anyway a gal (who's name shall remain unrevealed) wants me to take responsibility for a 10 year old kid I started a couple of years ago. As confused as I am and as hopeless when it comes to sex as I am; it works for me.
I'm afraid it will all blow away since it was probably a hallucination anyway.
I had a phone call last year from this gal but she seemed to be back on drugs and back to her pimp so it isn't hopeful.
Later
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